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Cash, Me, And DEATH

Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 10:01 AM
  • Mood: Shame
  • Listening to: what i've done
  • Reading: the computer screen ^^
  • Watching: nuttin(i wish i was watching moonlight tho)
  • Playing: ....life....
  • Eating: diddly squat
  • Drinking: my tears
I HAVE STREP THROAT!!! AHHH

it is horrible! i can take a runny nose and puking but i HATE sore throats so what do i get?....STREP THROAT!! i just want to die!! so i am home practically alllllll week and i am supposed to have a MAJOR test and a MAJOR assignment!


ah and i can't even go see my horse til the weekend!! ...
ok i think i am going to go crawl back into my "cave" (my bed) and sleep the rest pf the day. bye.
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STORY OF MY CURRENT LIFE! WANNA TRADE ME?!?


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MY HORSE:

well cash is wonderful, he is neck reigning, backing up, W/T/C , lunging and breaking my heart! thats a lot of work seeming how he was only broke last summer don't you think!?

oh and about the breaking my heart thing, i have never had much luck with horse..long term wise that is.

my past with them has be horrific...they either die by breaking there neck
or get sold because i out grow them
and so on you get the drift

anyways...well it is happening all over again with cash, he has a sand crack in his left hind hoof! can you say NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
for all you non horse-a-holics out there that is just fancy horse talk for he has a crack in his hoof.

i was riding the other day and when i asked him to transition into a trot he hesitated to do it when i asked him to then jumped into it and limped. thats how i knew it was really bothering him.

and the sad part is he keeps trying to please me when i know it hurts him so much!i love my boy so much <3 and now i know he really does to! <33 i think i am going to dis-continue our lunging because it seems to trigger the pain, thankfully it is treatable over time : ?

i love you my baby boy Cashew <3

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MY LIFE:

there is a dance this week, i told my cuz i would get her a ticket to go and i finally came through with it..so we are going, yippie i get to see all the lovey dovey couples dance while i stand on the side lines.

oh well DEATH is always an option!!


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OTHERS:

my friends:

(in no order!)

:iconhorses-for-life-club: :iconwolffanclub: :icondunklepassion: :iconnewborn-butterfly: :iconansomatica: :iconriver990: :iconyuyucat: :iconhorsielovie: :iconipposan: :iconalamealio: :iconcondamn: :iconvinnieymo: :iconstrawberrywolf: :iconmitnikman: :iconcreature-comforts: :iconlittle-horse-friend: :iconbleed-well: :iconimo-h: :icondeviousdarkheart: :iconchloerulez: :iconwolfsprit: :iconaakyra: :iconadditup96: :iconelexas: :iconlittlesis92: :iconakicheval: :iconakaneflower456: :iconchunkxxx3:



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clubs i am in:

:iconhorses-for-life-club: :icondeathnotefan: :iconloligoth2: :iconsaddleseatclub: :iconwolffanclub: :iconepona-club: :iconcatching-the-moment:

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    ~Mistano:iconMistano: May 1, 2008, 12:05:20 PM
    ya! and no of course you didn't!!! it makes me mad when someone thinks one of my boys is a girl to!xD tehe...sorry if i offend you or your horsey, i just didn't want you to be mad at me for calling him a boy if it was a girl (which i am NOT saying he is! :?) i have had that happen to me before because the horses name was masculen and it was a girl and the owner yelled at me :'( lol so ya sorry again...and you really do have a beautiful boy <33

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    but the most common one with me is....

    i love my horse more than a boyfriend ^^

    :heart: LOVE YOU CASHEW!! <33 (my horse) :heart:
    ~YuYuCat:iconYuYuCat: May 1, 2008, 11:30:43 AM
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    ~wolfdog13:iconwolfdog13: Apr 30, 2008, 8:33:38 PM
    Sorry, if I kinda sounded like a bitch on my comment; but it never fails to tick me off if someone asks if my horse is a boy or a girl after I say his name is Iron-man. You know what I mean?

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    ~YuYuCat:iconYuYuCat: Apr 25, 2008, 10:05:37 AM
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    TAG! lol check my journal =]

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    =deviousdarkheart:icondeviousdarkheart: Apr 20, 2008, 6:11:37 PM
    DO NOT SEND THIS BACK TO THE PERSON THAT SENT YOU IT!!! [not a good
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    DO THIS ITS SOO FREAKY





    here just do it


    most people aren't sure of what they really want in life. I received
    this letter from a friend on the computer, did what it told me to, and
    within a week, everything I had wished came true!! Here's an exact copy,

    this

    really

    works!!!!





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    1. To yourself, say the name of the only guy or girl you wanna be with
    3 times!





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    2. Think of something you wanna accomplish within the next week and say
    it to your self 6 times!!





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    3. If you had 1 wish what would it be? say it to yourself 9 times!!!





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    4. Think of something that you want to happen between you and that
    1special person and say it to your self 12 times!!!





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    5. Now, heres the hard part! Pick only 1 of these wishes and as you
    scroll down focus and concentrate on it and think on nothing else but that
    wish.





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    Now make one last & final wish about that one wish that you picked.





    After reading this, you have 1 hour to send it out to 15 people, and
    what you wished for will come true within in one week!





    u only get one chance!!!!! Now scroll down and think of your
    crush!!!





    Keep going

    down





    Keep going





    Keep

    going





    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





    Did you think of your crush? I hope so, that was your last chance. Now
    pay very close attention this important message!



    Sorry but once read, must be sent. Yes, this is one of those kinda
    chain letters that everyone hates. This one has been going since 1864 and
    if you break this chain, you will pay!!!!!! Remember that after hearing
    these stories.





    First Example:



    Take Barbra Wallace.. She was a pretty lucky girl, up till she got this
    same chain letter. She had a crush on the same kid since kindergarden.
    when she got this mail she didn't pay any attention to it. She just
    thought, no big deal. And deleted it. The next day her dad got fired and
    her mom dies in a car crash. If she would have sent the letter none of
    that would have happened and her mom would be alive.





    Second Example:



    Try Freddie D. Now Freddie D. was your average nerd. Had glasses, was
    short and chubby, was in gifted. All the signs of
    your total dork. He also received this letter and sent it to 51
    people in the hour. Now, like Barbra, he had a crush on a girl since
    3rd grade. The next day after sending the chain the girl confessed her
    love for him ever since 3rd grade. Freddie D. finally had the courage to
    ask her out, and of course, she had been waiting to yes to that for
    years. They grew up and
    married each other to live happily forever.





    Third Example:



    Now if you couldn't relate to the others, this'll get ya hooked. Listen
    to this. A kid named Jordan Johnson was just getting on AOL to check
    his mail. He was a quiet kid, not that popular but not a geek either. he
    was just normal. He saw he had mail from his friend. It was this exact
    letter. Now Jordan Johnsen was a smart kid and he knew what could
    happen if he didnt pass it on. He simply pulled a few friends from his buddy
    list and sent it along. The next day, about that same time, he got a
    phone call. It said he had won the lottery!
    then his dad came home and bought him a new bike! His mom bought him
    Nintendo64 and play station! His grandmother sent him a new computer, and
    his best friend
    gave him tickets to the concert he wanted to go to, Kid Rock and Limp
    Bizkit! Then he inherited a brand-new tv from his aunt! He was goin'
    wild! the next day his secret crush asked him out, and they have been
    going out ever since.





    Now, you heard the stories. I know which person i'd rather
    be, but thats up to you. I wouldn't wanna end up like Barbra but thats
    only me. We all want what we cant have but now's ur chance to go out
    withthat special somebody ur waiting for. Take it or leave it. If you
    send this to-



    1 person- you will lose all luck in ur love life..... forever!!!!!



    10 people- your crush will say they like you as a friend......
    ONLY!!!!!



    15 people- your crush will say they like you



    20 people- your crush will ask you out!



    25 people- your crush will kiss you!!



    30 people - Your crush will have sex with you



    35 people or more- All of the above!!



    Don't blow it, it's ur chance to shine! Have everything u wanted, and
    more! Now, complaining cus u dont have any
    friends. Well theres an answer 4 everything. It's simple, just go in a
    chat room, pick some names and send away! but here's the catch..... you
    only have 1 hour"

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